SO DEAD

yup, totally.

this semester i have been disappointing myself so many times. i don't know why i am always so afraid of everything. i bet it's some self-esteem issues going on. i was really scared, like really scared during my presentation yesterday. and i screwed up my cct presentation and discussion leadership too. i think i practically screwed up my cct module.. sigh. why am i so so so lousy all the time? and you know what, i'm gonna fail my hrm module too cos of the stupid deadline, but yea, i'm the stupid one. i just hope that i won't fail.. at least a C so that i can s/u. sigh.. i think i'm gonna get like, B- or C for cct too.. I AM SO DEAD. it's like, after spending so much effort for 2 years, everything's gone like this. i tried so hard and it's still like that. sigh. i suck seriously. i hope my cap can still be 3.9 and above.. :(

anw note to self:

• go sentosa, zoo, birdpark, science centre, uss, beaches, cycling and probably swimming
• clear my room
• walk to jurong west to have chargrill and seafood

hai i am so sad, so disappointed, so wanna die.