black hole

today is the day when everything is just not right. you regret all your choices and decisions. you feel embarrassed about your past, your failures and mistakes; you feel uncertain about your bleak future. you despise yourself  for who you are, the number of people whom you have disappointed, the number of people you have wasted your heart on, the number of people who became strangers, the number of people who didn't know exactly who you are. you start to question your existence on earth.