thoughts

oh no oh no holidays are ending. so sad this is the last school holidays of my life. i really don't know how i am going to survive as an adult in the future, working everyday and having little rest over the weekends. i hate to admit this but really, there is a difference between being an adult and being a child/teenager. it's not that there will be more problems when you reach adulthood, but in fact, the problems already existed since we were young, such as what our future career, future family will be etc etc. i guess it's just that all these gonna happen to me in a year's time, that's why i am so worried right now and yearn to be like those carefree kiddos singing and dancing their hearts out at the esplanade performance i watched a few weeks ago. if only i really understood that there would be so much to worry about now back then.