what if i die

yeah, all along i have been worrying about people leaving me but it dawned on me that i might be the one leaving one day. where would i be? will i be alone? what will happen to my parents? there will be no more angliwee on earth. people don't get to talk to me anymore and i can't talk to anyone anymore. people don't get to see my handwriting anymore. i can't do anything at all, not only the things i wanna do or love to do. what will happen to all my clothes, my bed, bolster, phone, specs etc? and i will just slowly disappear from everyone's memory, just suddenly disappear from earth... it's scary.